And the OSCAR goes to.... !!!

I had just clicked on the homepage of my mational daily and the opening news was stunning to make a day for any INDIAN... AR Rahman bags two Oscars... Oscars into India's lap too... Bollywoods road to Oscars..!!! And soo many more lines similar to the preceeding ones.

24th Feburary 2009 surely has been marked with golden words in the history of India and the Indian film industry (BOLLYWOOD), where AR Rahman, Pookutty and Gulzar have held India's face high and won the very first OSCARS for it.



This is the right time for all the nurturing talent to spice up themselves and move a step forward and outshine their hidden passions and make the entire nation proud of them.

Live the true Indian spirit, Live India and Live the true Indian in you!

Cheers to all three of you!!!

JAI HO!!!

My Birthdate....

You Are a Mediator

You understand people well and are a natural born therapist. A peacemaker, people always seem to get along when you are around. You tend to be a father or mother figure to friends, even to those older than you. You enjoy your role, and you find that you are close to many people. Your strength: Your devotion Your weakness: Reliance on others for happiness Your power color: Lilac Your power symbol: Heart Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Happy New Year!!!

Well just lying down on my bed it suddenly struck me that I haven’t written anything worthwhile for my sweetheart..

I haven’t dedicated anything to him so far. And on a very true note I am feeling too lazy and stressed up to write something innovative and original work right now.. Sorry honey for this. (But even you know that exams are heading on and dancing their feet on our so called dead gray matter). And even a way to sorry for hurting him and fighting with him on this very new years eve.. I am so sorry baby for all the times i did not understood you and faught with you, hurting you.. Hope this makes up atleast some part of it..

So what can be done is that I will dedicate all the lines and words that I every time keep thinking about you and me and we as in totality.
Here are two of them...

ALL I’VE EVER WANTED (Mariah Carey)

If you only knew
What I feel for you
If you only lived for me
The way I live for you
I’d be in heaven
My dreams would come true
Because all I’ve ever wanted
Is you
And you alone
And I love you so
More than you could ever know
All I’ve ever wanted
Is you
If you were my own
To caress and hold
I would shower you with love
And drown within your soul
Because I live and breathe for you
And I really need to know
That all I’ve ever wanted
Is you
And you alone
And I love you so
More than you could ever know
All I’ve ever wanted
Is you
Everything I do is for you
You are every part of me
And I don’t want to face
Another day
Alone
Without your love
Because all I’ve ever wanted
Is you
And you alone
And I love you so
More than you could ever know
All I’ve ever wanted
Is you






Ye tumhaari meri baatein ( Rock on!)

Ye
tumhari meri baatein
humesha yuheen chalti rahein
ye
humari mulakaten
humesha yuheen chalti rahein
beete yuheen apne saare din raat
baaton se nikalti rahe nayee baat
phir wohi
baatein leke
geet koi hum likhen
jo
dil ko
haan sabke dil ko chhoolen
baatein suron mein tuheen pighalti rahein
baatein geeton mein yuheen dhalti rahein
geeton mein har gham ko
khushiyon se hum sajaden
jo sunne kahe woh humse
gao na

ye
tumhari meri baatein
humesha yuheen chalti rahein
ye
humari mulakaten
humesha yuheen chalti rahein
beete yuheen apne saare din raat
baaton se nikalti rahe nayee baat
phir wohi
baatein leke
geet koi hum likhen
jo
dil ko
haan sabke dil ko chhoolen
baatein suron mein tuheen pighalti rahein
baatein geeton mein yuheen dhalti rahein
geeton mein har gham ko
khushiyon se hum sajaden
jo sunne kahe woh humse
gao na

A very happy New Year darling!! Love you forever and ever. May you get all the happiness you wish too.... and I know we still have to see a lot of beautiful surprises to see in all the new years to come.
I m so happy and lucky and moreover sooooo proud to be with you.


Wishing you A very Happy New Year again..
Love.
DUMDUM...... ;)

A new Day..!

Rest your head in my lap and close your eyes
Everything will be okay
For when you wake with the sweet sunrise
It will be a brand new day...
A new sunshine will await for you and me,
clearing out all dark and gray..
Things will seem fresh and everything bright,
A hope of ray will reach our souls saying evrything is perfectly right!!!

Turn down the lights and pull me close
Feel only the beating of our hearts as we lay
Read my soul which says aloud I love you
And see the sparkle into my eyes which read That I m the most HAPPY with you!!

Relax your body and let me caress your soft hair
Empty Let all of life's worries melt away
For when you wake with the warm summer scent
It will be a brand new day..

Fall fast asleep and dream with me
You Whisper "I love you,"
And I say: "I'm here to stay"
For when we wake in each other's arms
It will be a brand new day...
You giving me my sunshine smile...
Where You are my Sun who gives Your sunshine to me!!!

Search.. And its END~~~

It was a long going search...
A search for happiness,
A search for contentment,
A search for dreams to be realised,
A search for true love
A search for you.....

My search began as an endless journey
People came into my life with a noise
And walked away silently..
Their noise was unpleasant and harsh
And their silence was even more suffocating and killing...

But, it was only you
Who walked in silently..
Waiting for me to realise your unsaid silence
You did not utter a word but still,
Spoke a thousand words..
Understood all my unsaid words..

Your words have always been a hymn for me
Close to my heart, deep down enjoyed and cherished..
The sweet mellow voice of yours
Makes me tap on the rhythm of love..

My search is no more into existence..

For now you are my happiness
You are my contentment
You are my realised dreams
You are my true love
You are an end to my search!!!


LOVE U NOW AND FOREVER......

Empty Vessels.. My mind.. Making noises!!!

I had made a promise to someone that I will be writing at least one post every month for my blog but this time it’s almost the ending of November and I haven’t written a single post... Sorry for that but as i have said this a million times, that I write only when a certain idea tickles my neurons really hard that i HAVE no option but to put that thought into words....

I keep waiting for a million years and try to strangle that very idea, try to simplify it and get on the solution myself but t last when I don’t succeed I have no option but, to pen it down because of the urge growing stronger to do so..
And even this time there is someone responsible enough to make me sit and wonder and write all this.. Thanks a ton to everyone who is responsible for making me fulfil my promise and even making me sit as a stationary object and spend some time with myself...

This just didn’t start a while back but is a long way story but what happened that I made myself think deeply for starting a thought process. It was that whenever I used to visit the boys hostel someone was there who used to complain about that. (Although it was allowed in our campus for girls to visit to the boys hostel) and the guard used to tell me a statement which I could never interpret.

But that statement was responsible for planting the seed into my brain which was dynamite enough to start making my neurons works again. He just said that “aap bura nahi maan na.. Par aapki dosti se koi jalta hai” (don’t feel bad but there is someone who is jealous with your friendship).

This just wasn’t responsible. Even earlier my friends used to come and tell me that people do have certain issues with me. (Which actually are no issues to be bothered about according to me) but then I can just not help my sagacity when it comes to its zenith and tries to solve all the unsolved problems..
This had ticked the clock in my brain and I elapsed into the past where my best friend jyotsana used to tell me that “I am actually weird”..

At that time I did not have the answer but now that the seed has been planted. And ever since then I have been thinking, why is it people do not like me? Why is that most of the people scorn at the mention of my name? Moreover is there really something into me that makes people jealous of me!!!!????

So, what makes people like people? Or what is it that people DO NOT like about people, and how much do I care what others think of me? More ever adding to the mental agony and thoughts is that do people really have so much of time to spare that they can actually wonder about me or is it that I m so very important that they can spare such precious time out from their busy lives and talk about me!!!
Well whatever it may be but the crux of the entire thing can be summed up in one short sentence that it is not me but the people who are weird!!!

wondering what makes me say all this??? or to a higher extent u must be telling yourself or the guy sitting next to you that who the hell is she to say that "we"the people are weird!!!
But it is just not so surprising that you people are getting bothered by such a miniature statement of mine..
Well right now i m not here to criticize somebody or to tell somebody that he or she is wrong while bitching about somebody ...
BUT BUT BUT...

Just to remember that it is very important to be one self and try empathasing with others because 'A man should firstly direct himself in the direction he has to go.. make his path cleared and then direct and instruct others'!! without knowing oneself one should not comment on anybody for whatever reason it may be...

And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give others the permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our fears, our agony and our own creadted factors of jealousy and wrath for others, our presence automatically liberates other people!!!




It is the most important to learn love ourself and live the life we are meant to live...

lastly... lets make ourselves the most important in our lives... just for a simple and petty issue why do we need give somebody soooo very much of impotance that we need to discuss that soul instead of ourselves!!!

Happy to Live... Lucky to go......

Personality Check..

I was reading one of my friends blog and suddenly i came across this test which prompted me to analyze myself and get to know what kind of personality do i have.
This test was somewhere very close to my personality traits and made me realise what kind of human being I am.
U all too can take this test and get to know yourself better. The link in provided at the end of the post.

P.S. I would like to request all my friends reading this blog to put light on the accuracy of this test and temme does is really stand true on me???
Pls do leave a comment...

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test