Black...

Black is the colour of your eyes...
deep, dark and serene..
Speak volumes,,,
Black the colour of night sky..
Partly being covered by a million stars... still ruling over their brightness and shines as bright....
Black is the essence of all colours,
Makes me realise the importance of them...
Black once signified doom and gloom,
But, made me realise without black happiness will lose its importance,
Black is my colour of skin
Making me feel that I am not fair but beautiful,
black is my soul, still pure and enlightened...
universe exploded out of black...
and will end one day into black..
Black is where we will end one day,,, the colour of our grave,,,
the colour of our ASHES........

NEW....but Fearful..!!!

Its a New morning, A new day, a new week (sunday is a working day for me, a day when my new week starts..), and a new month..!! Gives a nice warm feeling everytime something new starts into my life but this time i wanted that the month of March should just skip away from the calender..!!

It is the month that the news channels and the business magazines made me fear the most.. All read aloud that 'deeper recession to be faced during march', 'more jobs to be cut off during march', 'world to see a greater slowdown in march' etc etc etc.

Have nothing much to say but just that have a happy time during this month.. Hoping recession does not kill us anymore and hoping that people do not loose their bread with the ongoing recession..!!

Keep hope alive..

Silence is not always gold..!!

It is very true that love understands the language that nobody else does.. The sign language, the words spoken by eyes, the touch, the feel and all the other means of communication that ever exist is the world!

But,

Even love has certain limitations, it does have constraints after which it stops understanding the fact, the message, the feelings, the emotions that one wants to transfer into others mind and heart..!!

I am just not contradicting the statement and words of great romantic poets nor I am trying to say that Romeo and Juliet dont exit but just that they have only existed because they said all the unsaid words too..
They shared their hearts and made cry out louder in front of each other.
It really does become important at a point of time to make sure that the one you love is speaking what he actually is feeling for you (more in a condition when he is irritated over you!) else once the volcano bombards and explodes it becomes really difficult to gather the tits and tatters of the bond which brakes and almost impossible to join them back into the similar shape it was earlier...

Even if it happens the cracks are still visible, which never fade away..!!

Silence is not always golden..

A Long Dark Night...!!!

I had bid him bye, wished him dreams and was trying to comfort my senses and making myself at ease. But, there was a pain which was not letting me relax and made my heart ponder over all the wierdest of the thoughts I could have ever met!

With a sudden rush of hormones into my bloodstream made me realize that it was the unease of not blabbing my heart to him.(it was actually long now dat i didn tell him how much i love him, how much i care for him and he means my world to me!!!)
I checked the time in my cell phone. It was about 3:30 am and i knew he was still awake.
I clicked my fingers as fast as possible on the cell phones keypad and my thoughts were beating my speed. I had so much to say, so much to express but was all out of words!!
I cleared the message i was typing at least three times and then came upto a final draft which was even more pathetic than the last three ones i erased and edited but then i decided to send the message.
I conveyed him what I wanted to, although in bits and parts but was now feeling relaxed.

I then again realised that sleep was nowhere near me. I knew the reason, and even knew that he would never respond back so its just useless waiting for his reply but I could not convince my heart for believing that. The clock was rushing its speed and i was still lying awake in a hope that he might just say 'Thank you' or 'Take care'. But, in the back of my mind i knew he never would. The sun started spreading its rays and i was still awake in a hope.
He never bothered to retort back ( I would have been happy even if he would have said some nasty words..)

I am still awake in a hope that someday he will understand what i feel for him and he will once atleast reciprocate back.

My long dark night will come to an end. It will be a bright day someday....!!!

Sunshine.

And the OSCAR goes to.... !!!

I had just clicked on the homepage of my mational daily and the opening news was stunning to make a day for any INDIAN... AR Rahman bags two Oscars... Oscars into India's lap too... Bollywoods road to Oscars..!!! And soo many more lines similar to the preceeding ones.

24th Feburary 2009 surely has been marked with golden words in the history of India and the Indian film industry (BOLLYWOOD), where AR Rahman, Pookutty and Gulzar have held India's face high and won the very first OSCARS for it.



This is the right time for all the nurturing talent to spice up themselves and move a step forward and outshine their hidden passions and make the entire nation proud of them.

Live the true Indian spirit, Live India and Live the true Indian in you!

Cheers to all three of you!!!

JAI HO!!!

My Birthdate....

You Are a Mediator

You understand people well and are a natural born therapist. A peacemaker, people always seem to get along when you are around. You tend to be a father or mother figure to friends, even to those older than you. You enjoy your role, and you find that you are close to many people. Your strength: Your devotion Your weakness: Reliance on others for happiness Your power color: Lilac Your power symbol: Heart Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Happy New Year!!!

Well just lying down on my bed it suddenly struck me that I haven’t written anything worthwhile for my sweetheart..

I haven’t dedicated anything to him so far. And on a very true note I am feeling too lazy and stressed up to write something innovative and original work right now.. Sorry honey for this. (But even you know that exams are heading on and dancing their feet on our so called dead gray matter). And even a way to sorry for hurting him and fighting with him on this very new years eve.. I am so sorry baby for all the times i did not understood you and faught with you, hurting you.. Hope this makes up atleast some part of it..

So what can be done is that I will dedicate all the lines and words that I every time keep thinking about you and me and we as in totality.
Here are two of them...

ALL I’VE EVER WANTED (Mariah Carey)

If you only knew
What I feel for you
If you only lived for me
The way I live for you
I’d be in heaven
My dreams would come true
Because all I’ve ever wanted
Is you
And you alone
And I love you so
More than you could ever know
All I’ve ever wanted
Is you
If you were my own
To caress and hold
I would shower you with love
And drown within your soul
Because I live and breathe for you
And I really need to know
That all I’ve ever wanted
Is you
And you alone
And I love you so
More than you could ever know
All I’ve ever wanted
Is you
Everything I do is for you
You are every part of me
And I don’t want to face
Another day
Alone
Without your love
Because all I’ve ever wanted
Is you
And you alone
And I love you so
More than you could ever know
All I’ve ever wanted
Is you






Ye tumhaari meri baatein ( Rock on!)

Ye
tumhari meri baatein
humesha yuheen chalti rahein
ye
humari mulakaten
humesha yuheen chalti rahein
beete yuheen apne saare din raat
baaton se nikalti rahe nayee baat
phir wohi
baatein leke
geet koi hum likhen
jo
dil ko
haan sabke dil ko chhoolen
baatein suron mein tuheen pighalti rahein
baatein geeton mein yuheen dhalti rahein
geeton mein har gham ko
khushiyon se hum sajaden
jo sunne kahe woh humse
gao na

ye
tumhari meri baatein
humesha yuheen chalti rahein
ye
humari mulakaten
humesha yuheen chalti rahein
beete yuheen apne saare din raat
baaton se nikalti rahe nayee baat
phir wohi
baatein leke
geet koi hum likhen
jo
dil ko
haan sabke dil ko chhoolen
baatein suron mein tuheen pighalti rahein
baatein geeton mein yuheen dhalti rahein
geeton mein har gham ko
khushiyon se hum sajaden
jo sunne kahe woh humse
gao na

A very happy New Year darling!! Love you forever and ever. May you get all the happiness you wish too.... and I know we still have to see a lot of beautiful surprises to see in all the new years to come.
I m so happy and lucky and moreover sooooo proud to be with you.


Wishing you A very Happy New Year again..
Love.
DUMDUM...... ;)